| forever and almost always |
[24 Jun 2009|08:34pm] |
i feel terrible today. my stomach is so out of control lately. i had to leave work early, and seriously, she had the balls to give me shitty attitude about it. i cant help it, theres nothing i can do about it that i haven't done. i have a doctors appointment tuesday, and hopefully soon we can figure out what the hell is going on. im so glad i don't have to deal with the bullshit for the next two weeks:)
i wrote a letter, and on monday i am going to send it. it doesnt matter what kind of reaction i get from it, if i even get one at all. which, im pretty sure i wont. but that doesnt mean the words wont hurt, or sink in a little. i know they will. i can feel it in my heart. and either way, its about what i have to say, to defend myself. and thats basically it. who cares what anyone thinks or says about it. they'll say i stuck up for myself, at the very least.
my stomach hurts. what else is new?
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| clarity |
[22 Jun 2009|12:03am] |
today i had a huge moment of clarity. it was a long day of thinking and realization. i decided a few things.
1. shit happens. not everything in life is going to work out the way we hope it will. sometimes the reason is because it just doesnt. there isn't always a reason. the sooner you can accept that, the easier life becomes.
2. when it comes to being treated fairly, whether its work related, personal, relationships, whatever.... if you dont stick up for yourself, how can you expect anyone else to? it's your life, and if its not right, why shouldnt you say something? whats the point in getting mad or upset if you don't ever let someone know? if you do absolutely nothing to try and change it. to make it right. that's just stupid. you have every right to feel however you feel...just don't be stupid.
3. there's no reason to put up with being treated like garbage. thats like treating yourself like garbage. why would you want that? don't ever accept it. ever.
thats basically it. sorry for the tirade... i just needed to say it. so that my ears could hear it, my mind absorb it.
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| i just need a little |
[20 Jun 2009|12:49am] |
i feel weird today. as i type, im sitting up waiting for something. probably nothing. i don't know what it is about tonight that is making me feel so..... desperate. i want to go to sleep. really. but i wont. i'll sit up and wait. and there's a really good chance that i'll get disappointed. but tonight i just dont care. i have to try, my heart is screaming it.
today was kind of ridiculous. i worked at OV, and i miss that mall so much. i love that mall. i really do. it feels like home, lol. anyway, some one PUKED on the floor, and no one said anything. i FOUND the puke. seriously..... what kind of parent lets their kid PUKE on the FLOOR in a public place, and then just LEAVES? like, you mean to tell me you couldnt even lie and say you saw someone elses kid do it? really? was it that difficult? i cleaned up vomit, people. insane. the world is such a strange place.
my heart really hurts tonight. i dont know why. maybe because i'm throwing something out there... wishing things could sort of go back to what they were.... i miss my friend. were we ever really friends? i thought so. maybe i was misled? ughhhhh. i really hate being vulnerable. i dont like being sad and heartbroken and girly about all this. girls are ridiculous. by the way. we can physically speak words and completely disregard them at the same time. its amazing, actually. the complete stupidity of girls. its like the whole idiot-savant thing.
i'm just about finished breaking dawn. this summer is going to be like the reading olympics all over again. lol. except this time i'll actually read ALL of the books.
my bad, 5th graders.
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| today |
[14 Jun 2009|09:49pm] |
i'm exhausted. its only a little before 10pm, but it feels like 2:30 am. today was very long and busy. getting ready for a partay is alot of work. its a shame, because once the party actually started, i was bored out of my mind. i have this fancy new phone, and no one to text. the person i text the most was at the party.
my mind has been kinda strange lately. i've just been thinking about very random things...changing my mind alot. for instance... i came online tonight to work on my resume and pa reap, and ive been on facebook, twitter, perezhilton, and livejournal. no resume work....no pa reap. my eyelids feel so heavy. i think i'm going to just spill my guts and then get to sleep.
i dont really feel like saying anything. it's strange. everything is strange! find a new word stacey. geez.
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| grrrr |
[08 Jun 2009|12:07am] |
right now i feel so angry. and i'm not really sure why. i think i should get up and go to the gym tomorrow...for the sake of whoever else i come in contact with. i can't figure out why im so mad. i think tina yelling at me made me mad. eventhough it was more of a scold. i don't want to be someone who doesn't say what they mean. you know? if something bothers me, or is rude, i think i should be able to call you out on it. just like you can call me out when i'm rude. i dont know. i let the tiniest things piss me off, and then i sit here all twisted up and aggravated. i think maybe its a side effect of the redbull. lol. i just want to be happy, and not get pissed off at such stupid things. we'll see what happens tomorrow.
i think i need to tell myself that i'm not angry. convince myself that things are good and im ok, and maybe i will be. maybe the heat will just go away.
i'm not angry. things are chill. tomorrow is a new day. tomorrow is going to be awesome. i will have fun at work. i will enjoy myself. no matter who i see, or what i'm doing. awesome.
lets list a few of the positives about tomorrow...
1. i dont have to be in work until 1.
2. the view will be all hot topics.
3. i am thismuchcloser to getting my new phone in the mail.
4. i can start my massive amounts of laundry.
5. i'm working with the lovely lc tomorrow night.
6. I am free and clear tuesday.
7. i know i can take my medicine and not be a menace to society with blurred vision or dizziness. so far, so good.
i hope it's sunny tuesday, i want to sit in the sun and read. maybe i'll go buy myself one of those long lounge chairs that folds into 3...so i can lay and relax and not get eaten alive by ants. tuesday it is!
lalalalala. let's make tomorrow a good one, kids.
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| tired. |
[25 May 2009|11:41pm] |
i am tired, but can't fall asleep again.
i don't know mannnnn.
i think i'm going to just change my life. tomorrow. possibly wednesday, we'll see what the day brings.
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| blahhhhh |
[24 May 2009|11:38pm] |
i am in a terrible mood. i want to sleep. i'm tired. but my brain just wont turn off. for like, 5 minutes. maybe i should watch a movie or something.
ray lamontagne is starting to make me feel a little better. and thinking that i don't have to be at work tomorrow, that's nice.
i feel kind of bad about the whole set up situation. i really wanted it to work. i did. i just wanted to be able to distract myself from all the thoughts and feelings i can't seem to get away from. and it was like, someone knew it was wrong. and wouldn't let me have relief. even if it was only temporary, and false. i couldn't force myself to like him. he was a nice guy. the whole thing was very awkward. ugh.
there is something in my ear, and it is very painful.
this song is so good. lol.
i wish i could just hide away tomorrow. no human contact. that sounds so weird. but i want to. just a day. my only interactions with the view, and my coffee maker.
man, what the hell is up.
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| fulll |
[18 Apr 2009|07:46pm] |
i'm tired. and bored. and i ate wayy to much, just now. I can't remember the last time i had off on a saturday night. what is almost more sad than that last sentence, is that i'm thinking about doing my laundry tonight. what a life.
blah blah blahhhh.
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| where you lead |
[11 Apr 2009|12:48am] |
i've been watching so many episodes of gilmore girls its ridiculous. right now its just the easiest place for me to escape to. i guess you could say things are getting closer to being easier. at this very moment, i at least know you arent blocking me. sounds so much like high school. my horoscope said something about a grand gesture today, that would make me feel awkward at first, but end up being very positive for me. i have no idea what that means. but as far as i can figure out, there has been no grand gesture from anyone. im really tired, and i think waiting around for things to happen is stupid and a waste of my time. i'd rather just go to bed and dream of anything else.
things still suck. don't get me wrong.
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| karmic synergy. |
[06 Apr 2009|08:41pm] |
i love greek. things have gotten alot better lately. it seems like i'm starting to figure out where my head should be at. i'm working on getting it there. i think tomorrow should be good. we'll see.
i think its funny that your friends have more respect for me than you did. and they think you treated me like shit. thats a direct quote. interesting.
moving on.
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| man, man, manners. |
[03 Apr 2009|10:39am] |
i am tired and lagy today. i can't believe i just got up. i slept like eleven hours. that is ridiculous.
i don't want to talk to anyone today. like seriously. i think i might turn off my phone...i just did. i just want to hide away from the world. and watch gilmore girls. thats all i've wanted to do lately. when bryan and i broke up, i watched 10 things i hate about you, over and over and over. for some reason, it made me feel better. this time around...i dont even know really if you can call it a break up...but i've been watching gilmore girls. i just started season 4. my goal at this point is to just move on and forget about it all, and hopefully the feelings will go away.
we'll see.
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| sick and tired of being sick and tired |
[31 Mar 2009|10:40pm] |
i feel lost. still. after all the books and advice and thinking and rationalizing. completely lost. i don't know how much more of this nonsense i can tolerate. i just miss you and i want to talk to you, and i know thats not going to help me get over you, but it doesn't make it any less true. i dont want to fight about it or be awkward, or anything like that. i just feel like everything has changed, and i dont know if i'll ever be able to talk to you again. that makes me so sad. i'm trying to just focus on myself for now and get my life together, but no matter how hard i try, i cant shake it off. it really sucks. today i chopped off all my long hair. i like it, i just don't know. i miss my long hair. its similar to how i feel about you. except that i can live with the change in my hair very easily, and without much regret at all.... but the opposite is true about you. i regret things going bad, eventhough its not my fault, i didn't cause it. it makes it difficult to live in a world without you to talk to, not that i dont have other people to talk to...i just valued the conversations with you. they were fun, and interesting, and i liked that. i want that still. ughgghh. you were a specifically special person to me, not because i had feelings for you. even if i was never attracted to you, i would enjoy talking to you this much. im 100% positive of that.
eventhough i'm saying all of this, it doesnt really matter. it wont change how you feel.
i'm dealing with that.
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| but anyway... |
[28 Mar 2009|12:43am] |
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today felt so long. i don't really know why. actually, thats a complete lie. I feel physically exhausted from thinking. i've officially done too much in that department. if only i could figure out how to stop. that's the trick.
funny joke... i'm exhausted, but i can't sleep to save my life.
i wish i could just run away and start a completely new life. sure i'd miss people, but it would feel so good. to have nothing hanging over my shoulder, making me sad. or confused. or provoking any kind of thought. i guess that's just wishful thinking.
moving on is hard. pretending to isn't so much.
i need a haircut. i'm for real starting to look like a hippie. it's actually quite ridiculous.
i told megan today, that if i had to choose one word to describe myself that would be tattooed on my body...it would be ridiculous.
i had way too much caffeine today.
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| here's my issue... |
[24 Mar 2009|05:07pm] |
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everything is getting so completely fucked up and difficult to withstand. my job sucks right now. i dont ever want to go to work. or deal with any of the bullshit that i now am responsible for doing. with a smile. its hard. all i really want is to be happy. and i cant get that from work. i also cant get that from relationships. which is fine, whatever, its nothing i'm not used to. but it hurts. and i didnt realize how much i really did feel, until now. i want to just talk to him, like nothing ever happened, but that is impossible. i'm so confused. i can never really tell if i'm letting my feelings for him get in the way of everything else. and moving on, and all that. i should. part of me really wants to. i just cant seem to do it. i dont know. i sent him a message, just about his little kid pictures, and he said nothing. not what i expected. i mean, i guess it makes sense, he probably hates me for just walking away from him like that. but he said he didnt want me. what else was i supposed to do? stick around and be his friend and put myself through terrible pain? more terrible than the pain i'm currently in? i have no idea. i cant believe he hates me. ugh. i'm never opening up my heart to anyone ever again. its just not worth the unavoidable hurt.
ladies and gentlemen, i am officially jaded.
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| let your words spread hope like fire |
[08 Feb 2009|01:11am] |
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today was kind of stressful. i feel like im about to get my period or something, with all the cramps and the tears. I'm definitely not supposed to.... which scares me a little. it could mean life is more stressful than usual, or it could mean i have cervical cancer. i still wont know for another few weeks, so what's the use in worrying?
things are about to change alot at work, and i'm not sure how thats going to go. it's all unnecessary drama, if you ask me. which nobody really does... but whatever. my job hasn't made me happy in a while... old news.
i'm super excited to go to md in a few weeks. i need a break. maybe while i'm there i'll trade lives with someone. never look back.
a few days ago... a strangers baby slapped me in the face.
it was like... the ultimate tribute to my life.
that is all.
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| my thoughts you can't decode |
[12 Nov 2008|07:46pm] |
how did we get here?
i used to know you so well...
you know, i was so pissed a few minutes ago....and now that i've gotten a small piece of what i wanted... i'm still not satisfied. i still do not at all want to deal with this. seriously. i just want to move far away and start a new life somewhere else. maybe my bad luck cant follow me across the country. bad luck or stupidity? i still don't know. the past two weeks have been the longest i've seen in a while, and i think there are a few reasons for that. maybe its the time change. maybe its all the bullshit at work. maybe everyone can just kiss my rose. my dad just told us his aunt used to call her lady parts her "rose." hilarious. so dirty and wonderful, all at once.
how can i decide whats right?
when you're clouding up my mind
i can't win your losing fight all the time.
nor can i ever own what's mine
when you're always taking sides
but you wont take away my pride
no not this time....
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| long time no see |
[23 Oct 2007|02:09pm] |
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i'm so lame. sometimes i just feel like writing, because i know no one is reading it. It's more for my personal well being than anything else. I have class tonight. I'm in the third week of my last class at delval. I will be substitute teaching in january. it's crazy how fast time goes by. This past weekend I was in MD visiting kristi and dustin. I had so much fun. It did make me think about what it would be like to live there, with them, but I just dont think I can be that far away from my family. I mean, maybe for a little while, sure. But not forever. I don't know. im really contemplating a nap at this moment. I have to read for class, and sit through some boring discussions, blah blah blah.
As far as work goes, things are meh. Its about that time of year when everyone gets bitchy and dramatic and wah wah wah. I'm nervous for christmas, simply because I detest stress. I want to just be. it's just shirts and pants. thats how i feel about it now. It can be fun, but really....just clothing. no reason to get excited. I wish i was willing to take the time to highlight every time I quoted a song lyric when I write. i think i will take a nap. every day off should include mandatory nap time.
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| it's easy if you do it right. |
[29 May 2007|12:09am] |
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i'll be coming home next year... |
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i like to wait incredibly long before i post on this thing. im just rockstar busy these days. lies.
i heart paramore. that new album needs to HURRY. for realz. i cant sleep. i drank my coffee wayy too late. oops. i dont want to work tomorrow. boo. bill cosby is eating a huge sammich and i totally want some of it. he also has a huge bowl of chips in front of him. works for me. too bad i'm on a no fun diet!
i think wednesday is chinese food day. booyah!
next year by foo fighters makes me feel infinite. where is that from?
school starts back up saturday. boooooo. this month is crazy. so much going on. then july will just drop off...
my sister sent me a voice message from pete wentz. its hilarious.
why am i not tired? curse you, starbucks.
im sorry, i take that back and i still love you!
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| someone else |
[11 Mar 2007|04:44pm] |
sometimes i just think too much. i make things way worse than they actually are. at least sometimes i think so. i cant let myself think about money, i just need to make alot of it and not spend any of it. and i guess paying for my music like an honest person will have to stop too. oh well. i tried.
work is meh. everything seems to get on my nerves a little. and i guess there is nothing i can do about that. just maybe care a little less about the drama. and keep my mouth shut. a little.
here's to fun.... woo.
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| my scars are yours |
[01 Feb 2007|11:15pm] |
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i cant sleep. i know its only 11:15 and i shouldnt be tired, but i am, and i can't seem to turn off my brain enough to sleep. i just keep thinking about all these random things... the people in my life, certain situations.... i just keep going over and over things, and i dont know why. i guess i care about all this stuff more than i let on. i dont know. anyway, all this thinking has made me realize something.... nothing is ever good enough for me. i dont know when that started to actually be the case, but i think its true. i'm only 22, and i am beginning to loathe my job. maybe it will pass, and things will start to get fun again, but sometimes i just really don't like it. the drama. the gossip, that i ALWAYS get sucked into. stupid bullshit. i wish i could just go there and work, and be light hearted about it all, and then go home and not think about it. and have a whole bunch of other important things to do that would inevitably distract me from thinking about something someone said at work that pissed me off. i almost feel like everything i do leaves me feeling incredibly unsatisfied. the way i look, the clothes i decide to wear, my attitude towards things.... i dont know. i am about to get my period, so who knows...this rant may be purely hormonally driven.... i just want my life back. where did it go.
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| it's been a while |
[29 Jan 2007|09:13pm] |
try to imagine that subject heading sounding like the song.
things are strange right now. everywhere i turn, weirdness. kind of uncool.
i got rid of some of my old cell phone bills, from like, 2002. its so funny to look and see who i was calling, and who i wasted $15 texting back then. I still remember who some of those numbers belonged to. it almost made me sad at the same time. my cell phone records reflect all the big changes that happened in my life.
everytime that lips of an angel song comes on at aero, i make someone restart the cd. i absolutely loathe songs that advocate cheating. except for usher. hes just so damn hot.
im trying to actually sleep throught the night tonight. right now i have earplugs in, to block out all the noises i assume are people breaking into my house to rape and pillage. i know, i'm ridiculous.
i wish i could go back in time. not like uncle rico or anything, but just to watch it, like a movie. then maybe i could figure out why where i am feels so far away from where i should be.
im going to see jacks mannequin in february. at least i can look forward to that.
its a good thing i haven't slept in weeks, cause it seems like times are hard for dreamers.
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| after all this time, i still love john mayer |
[05 Jan 2007|12:19pm] |
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"Bold As Love", John Mayer |
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i do. that is the truth and you all need to deal with it.
today is my first personal day of the new year. booyah. i planned on doing alot of nothing, and then changed my mind, deciding it was best to make a huge list and get a billion things done and be ultra productive. so far, i've managed to mix a spec of productivity with a dash of absolutely nothing.
not that any of this matters.
i could go for some chocolate.
rainy days make music sound better. don't they?
i should probably shower or something. water hasnt been able to rinse away the lost feeling yet, but what do i have to lose?
go cry about it, why dont you.
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| just in the nick of time |
[14 Dec 2006|11:33am] |
having a day off is nothing short of glorious.
i feel like i want a new mattress. maybe that would help me sleep better at night. that, or knowing that what i'm doing with my life isn't wasteful or sheepish. i feel like working at aero rather than using my degree is sheepish. i mean, it can be really fun, and i know it's something i'm good at, but it doesnt fulfill me. i dont know if anything will.
i want to do something for charity.
and i want a boy. seriously. this is getting old.
christmas used to be my favorite holiday, but i hate retail. i really really do. people are selfish and cranky, and too self involved. everything revolves around them and that just sucks. i'm not saying that everything should revolve around me, but have some fucking consideration for the person who just climbed a damn ladder for the x-large hoodie you just had to have. at least say thank you. what ever happened to manners?
i realize that if coffee didnt exist, neither would i.
what are you doing new years eve?
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| life |
[16 Nov 2006|11:18pm] |
lately, i find myself thinking alot about my life. every free moment i have, i seem to contemplate where i am, where i'm going, and whether or not where i'm headed is where i want to be. i just don't know. every thing that i'm sure of falls into the category of things i cannot control. so i'm stuck. rock to my left, hard place to my right.
my only response to all of it is.... nothing. i've got nothing.
and i dont want to think about it right now. trying to write about it makes me ....empty.
i think now is the perfect time to admit that the only reason i'm cleaning my room is to find my remote. sad?
my room is a mess. my life is a mess. could fixing my life be as easy as cleaning a room? i wish i knew that finding my place in the world is as easy as finding the remote.
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| dont |
[14 Oct 2006|01:15am] |
don't do this.
this thing you always end up doing, regardless of any effort to change.
it is what it is. let it figure itself out.
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| the drama |
[08 Oct 2006|10:59pm] |
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so apparently, my life is incomplete without a little drama every now and again.
I've been cleaning my room all day, trying to get the mound of shit out of the middle of my room. It's been sitting there since May when i moved back. I have prom dresses crumpled on my bedroom floor. I'm so lazy sometimes.
my dad's band played at aj's last night, and i had a bunch of my favorite people there for the fun. Little did i know, i was the center of a wicked plot. ok, maybe not wicked, but definitely unexpected. Shall i elaborate?
About 4 years ago i had a best friend. As I decided to transfer to psu, we sort of started to grow apart. Actually, she just stopped participating in our friendship. That is much more accurate. Now, this hurt alot, and at the time, i really did have a grudge to hold. But, eventually, i realized the friends that stuck around were the only ones i needed, and any effort i tried to make with her, just wasnt worth it. She was over it, as far as i knew. Fast forward to last night, she walks into the bar, after 4 years of not talking to me. balls. the girl had balls. I was really so mad. It was weird, because i seriously hadnt thought about what i would ever say to her if i had the chance to confront the whole issue. I just assumed it was over and that was that. I promised that i wouldnt torture myself about it. And i didnt.
Anyway, so basically, she came and thought she was going to hang out or something. I dont know. But she apologized, to my face. And i was glad. When you make a mistake, the best thing you can do is face it head on, and that is what she did. 4 years after the fact. But still, i appreciated it. So now i guess things are lukewarm. Not cool, because something like that just doesnt get erased by one night. After all is said and done, i'm glad.
Aside from the drama, I had such a fun night. I drank, but didnt get quite drunk. and we went to breakfast. and it was just fun. i like having fun.
work tomorrow.
how 'bout them cowboys?? oh T.O. Totally Obsolete. that is some funny shit.
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| oh man. |
[01 Oct 2006|09:19pm] |
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well, first off, it certainly has been a while. I got myself a fancy new computer, and this is my first opportunity to share my feelings.
i'll have to make it short, because i have some major cleaning and searching to do.
i lost every song ive ever put onto my ipod.
not sure how i feel about that.
i have work tomorrow at 8am. that makes me want to vomit.
today was the noodle's baptism. he's the cutest thing ever.
oh my fuck, i have to re-import every cd i own. oh dear lord.
what did i do???????
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| the bell jar |
[04 Sep 2006|12:34am] |
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so i've been reading the bell jar, and i'm pretty sure it's fucking with my head.
i feel like me and that ester lady have something in common.
i don't know, maybe we don't.
i'm still in a really strange mood, and i can't figure out why. all i know is that it makes me incapable of using capital letters.ha.
i feel like she is lying. not that it even matters...what she is lying about. because if it did, and it doesnt, then that would mean i'm envious. and i'm not. envious is not a good place to be.only bad things can come from wanting something that someone else has.
i think i'm ready for cold weather. then my outsides will feel like my insides. hey, can you blame a girl for craving some balance? at least then things would make sense.use logic. something to that effect.
i'm tired of wanting something and not getting it.
plain and simple.
what else is a girl to do?
so here is my dilemma.... i obviously can't convince myself that i don't give a shit about him, or them, so do i continue to believe what she says, or do i continue to question her every move?
i always do this. or some version of this. i feel like i keep having the same dream, or i'm watching the same episode of a really boring tv show, just waiting for something to be different.
i just wish i knew it would all work out.
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| these days are so long |
[23 Jul 2006|08:58am] |
woo!!! fun and fancy here at livejournal.
i'm debating whether or not i want to "upgrade" to a plus account, so i can use the nifty voice post feature.
it all depends on how many creeps out there actually want to hear my voice.
or even read this.
but whatev.er.
i got promoted. holler at your girl. that's right. i'm super excited. there is a tiny part of me that wants to go back to oxford valley, and there is a slightlytinyalmostminisculebutstilltheresoitcountsnonetheless chance that i can. maybe. we'll see how it all plays out.
since nikki had her adorable baby, i've been forced to re-evaluate my situation. i'm so tired of being single. we all know this. but, that doesn't mean i have to go getting all desperate on the world, and settle for whatever crosses the damn street. so please, if you love me at all, don't make me go there.
took the praxis, did alot better than i thought. that shit was easy, yo.
only two more weeks till i'm graduated. weeeeeeeeee.
i smell bacon.
it's time for breakfast.
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| everything moves in circles |
[01 Jul 2006|12:03am] |
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Today was quite taxing on my patience. I consolidated my federal student loans, which was a bite in my non-existant nuts. Money stresses me out too much. I always seem to need more than I have. Boo Hiss on that.
The customers tonight were beyond assholes. Everyone just so happened to fit the biggest douchebag of all time description. Man, do I love people.
Funny story: So on my break, I decided to stroll on down to Eckerd and buy myself some pretzels. On my way, I pass a group of 4 or 5 guys. Nothing that caught my eye, mind you. After I pass, I hear one say "six." Muffled male laughter follows. The skeezy mother fucker was rating me on a scale of 1-10. Now, as most of you may already be aware, any sleaze who is walking around the MALL on a friday night with his boys, shouting out offensive "ratings" about perfectly lovely girls such as myself, deserves a swift kick in the balls. Make that two. And we wonder why i hate people.
Anyway, so that was my night, in a nutshell.
I want a boy. A good one. who likes punk rock, and shaggy hair, and girls who arent sluts. And who will absolutely adore me.
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